Running in circles?
i feel like i have a lot of great stuff in my head but i can't get any of it out. and even when i try it just sounds silly or pathetic. and i know that this kind of self loathing is an even worse cleshe then being an aspiring wirter in NYC. and i realy hope i'm not just bitching about how i feel untalented and usless to get sympathy from my friends because if i have reached that level of tacky cleshe i realy might have to kill my self.
ok so that was sad.
lets move on
i lack focus. i need to pick and idea/project and see it through or i'm going to be working at BN for the rest of my life and that is just not a happy prospect.
now this is much easyier said then done. and i'm not going to lie and say that i know i can do it but i realy am going to try. and i know that i have alot of support, i just need to get off of my mental ass and do something.
posted by Greenie @ 1:36 PM
2 Comments:
hmm the gemini shouldn't tell people how to gain focus OMGITSAKITEWOW! but i will say that you will eventually get so fed up with the stagnancy that you will find no other choice but to motivate yourself and take action.
as for the unfortunate many, they will spend their lives relinquished to stagnancy. so at least you have the comfort knowing you're not ever going to be them. that should be some motivation for you.
hmm the gemini shouldn't tell people how to gain focus OMGITSAKITEWOW! but i will say that you will eventually get so fed up with the stagnancy that you will find no other choice but to motivate yourself and take action.
as for the unfortunate many, they will spend their lives relinquished to stagnancy. so at least you have the comfort knowing you're not ever going to be them. that should be some motivation for you.
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